I woke up from a dream this morning with the words "I'm sad" running over and over in my head.  Tears slid down my cheeks uncontrollably and I had a good cry.  Trying to remember the dream I know that it involved a camera and trying to take a group shot of my friends present and from the past. We all posed together for a group shot but then phones started ringing people started arguing and I turned around and everyone was gone.  Looking through the pictures on my camera it was empty.  Nothing.  I found my phone and tried calling people, I got a hold of Jeff but it was to late he had to go, so through my tears, I wished him safe travel, hung up and started crying and feeling incredibly sad.  I woke up.  That is how I started my gloomy rainy Tuesday..

Superc